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So go ahead. Fall down. The world looks different from the ground.
falling asleep to the sound of rain. polaroids. forehead kisses. the color red. tea. warm clothes out of the dryer. finding clarity. orange juice without pulp. honey on toast. amaretto & coke. star gazing. good friends. when strangers smile at you. cuddles. tattoos. getting letters in the mail. the transition from winter to spring. christmas dinner. swimming. big sweaters. afternoon naps. nyc. cuddle weather. bubble baths. vancouver. sunsets. apple everything. when its not too hot & not too cold.
It’s really easy to get lost in yourself… We all go through dark days & struggles, we forget about the important things because we’re too busy sweating the small stuff. That’s when you need to take a step back & evaluate your life. Why you’re here, and what you’re doing. Life was not created to be an up hill battle, it was created to be a memorable journey.. Of course, we will have highs and lows, but at the end of the day, we hold the power to choose happiness- a daily choice that although difficult is worth it.. I’m not saying that you have to feel perfect & happy everyday of your life, but if you make the choice to wake up & say today is going to be an amazing day then your actions & your life will live out those words. Because choosing to be happy means allowing your fears & worries to slowly fade away… to nothingness.
& in that moment, that moment when i saw
you, my heart sank, my eyes began to water
and everything i ever hoped and wanted to
believe shattered into a million pieces. i guess
i just couldn’t understand how it was so easy
for you. to use me as you did and pretend you
cared about me. I’m a goddamn fool.
