It’s really easy to get lost in yourself… We all go through dark days & struggles, we forget about the important things because we’re too busy sweating the small stuff. That’s when you need to take a step back & evaluate your life. Why you’re here, and what you’re doing. Life was not created to be an up hill battle, it was created to be a memorable journey.. Of course, we will have highs and lows, but at the end of the day, we hold the power to choose happiness- a daily choice that although difficult is worth it.. I’m not saying that you have to feel perfect & happy everyday of your life, but if you make the choice to wake up & say today is going to be an amazing day then your actions & your life will live out those words. Because choosing to be happy means allowing your fears & worries to slowly fade away… to nothingness.
& in that moment, that moment when i saw
you, my heart sank, my eyes began to water
and everything i ever hoped and wanted to
believe shattered into a million pieces. i guess
i just couldn’t understand how it was so easy
for you. to use me as you did and pretend you
cared about me. I’m a goddamn fool.