May 2012
“We look at each other wondering what the other is thinking but we never say a thing.”
—Dave Matthews Band (Ants Marching)
“This is the first thing I thought, this is the last thing that I want, you were the first one I loved, you were the first love I lost.”
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When memories hit you. It hurts like fuck.
I gotta get a move on before the sun
I hear my baby callin’ my name
And I know that she’s the only one
And if I die in Raleigh
At least I will die free
even two years down the road, my eyes still light up when i hear your name. i get chills when i see you and my heart races when you smile at me. you still understand me like you used to. you’re still the most amazing memory in my mind. the sad part is, you gave me every chance i could ask for and i still fucked up everytime. i walk around with nothing but a smile on my face, and i laugh louder than ever- even though we both know im still so fucking sad that i lost you..
“Kiss me hard before you go, summertime sadness. I just wanted you to know, that baby, you’re the best.”
—Lana Del Rey, Summertime Sadness
take a deep breath. its just a bad day, not a bad life.
All those fairytales are full of shit.
“Nothing else ever in your life will affect you like music did in your early teens, and it puts you on a certain course. It’s like a love affair. It widens your taste and it broadens your view on everything. It saves you.”
—Morrissey (via loveyourchaos)
“While I’m off chasing my own dreams, sailing around the world, please know that I’m yours to keep, my beautiful girl. When you cry a piece of my heart dies, knowing that I may have been the cause. If you were to leave, fulfill someone else’s dreams- I think I might totally be lost. You don’t ask for no diamond rings, no delicate string of pearls, that’s why I wrote this song to sing, my beautiful girl.”
—City and color, The girl
i hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. i hate the way you drive your truck, i hate it when you stare. i hate your dumb fucking hats and the way you read my mind. i hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.
i hate it..i hate the way youre always right!!! i hate it when you lie. i hate it even more when you make me laugh, but its worse when you make me cry. i hate it when youre not around, and the fact that you never call.
but mostly i hate the way i dont hate you,
not even close.. not even a little bit, not even at all…
