Sometimes you meet someone and even though you
never liked blue eyes before, their eyes are your favourite colour now
and sometimes you meet someone who can make the
sickest addictions seem beautiful and sometimes
there’s some people you’d rather sit on a couch with
and drink some gas station coffee and read your favourite
books over and over while you forget that dinners on the stove
so it gets burned but you still think it’s delicious anyway.
It’s really easy to get lost in yourself… We all go through dark days & struggles, we forget about the important things because we’re too busy sweating the small stuff. That’s when you need to take a step back & evaluate your life. Why you’re here, and what you’re doing. Life was not created to be an up hill battle, it was created to be a memorable journey.. Of course, we will have highs and lows, but at the end of the day, we hold the power to choose happiness- a daily choice that although difficult is worth it.. I’m not saying that you have to feel perfect & happy everyday of your life, but if you make the choice to wake up & say today is going to be an amazing day then your actions & your life will live out those words. Because choosing to be happy means allowing your fears & worries to slowly fade away… to nothingness.
& in that moment, that moment when i saw
you, my heart sank, my eyes began to water
and everything i ever hoped and wanted to
believe shattered into a million pieces. i guess
i just couldn’t understand how it was so easy
for you. to use me as you did and pretend you
cared about me. I’m a goddamn fool.
i hate how girls give guys all these fucking expectations as a boyfriend… to like buy them the best valentines day gift or always text them back or to pay for every dinner. i mean seriously, if you’re my boyfriend we can just make out & eat chinese food i don’t care.